Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Hopeless

Source Website: http://www.positive-personal-growth.com/i-hate-my-life-and-feel-hopeless.html
By Anonymous



PHOTO: Hopeless (manip Tut)
By Andrei Florin Oprinca
http://www.advancedphotoshop.co.uk/users/18080/thm1024/hopeless.jpg
http://www.advancedphotoshop.co.uk/image/43270/hopeless_manip_tut
Photoshop tutorial: http://www.psdbox.com/tutorials/hopeless-photoshop-manipulation-tutorial/


I'm ugly & fat (never should have been born)

I am 49 (I would like to say I am a woman but since I was told I am not even human but a disgusting monster.....)

Anyway, I still live with one of my remaining parents (as the other passed away almost 9 years ago).



PHOTO: I was told I am not even human but a disgusting monster.
By ~sleepless-katith
http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs28/i/2008/058/c/0/Fat__Angel_by_sleepless_katith.jpg
http://sleepless-katith.deviantart.com/art/Fat-Angel-v-01-78553426


My problem is I am hideous looking and no one wants to look at me let alone be on the same planet as me.

Pathetic (pitiful) as it is, I have come to live in my own little world after I graduated (which was over 30 years ago).

So for those over 30 years I have had 2 soap operas that I lived and breathed on and one of them was taken away from me this past Friday and the other one is rumored to end in September. Being the last straw (if General Hospital goes) I really think suicide is the only answer.



PHOTO: No one wants to look at me let alone be on the same planet as me.
By ~sleepless-katith
http://fc01.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2010/274/f/2/fat__angel_by_sleepless_katith-d2zu85l.jpg
http://sleepless-katith.deviantart.com/art/Fat-Angel-181129161


Over the last 10 years I have also lived on the internet trying to make friends as they would never see the horrible ugliness that I look like but unfortunately out of those 10 years using the internet there was only one person who stuck with me from the beginning back in 2001. Unfortunately she passed away last summer, I now have no one in this world.



PHOTO: Sad-angel from Ninot Exhibition in Valencia
By For91days, this photo was taken on February 9, 2010.
http://farm3.staticflickr.com/2739/4343755519_f04dc1bdc6_o.jpg
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jhfoto/4343755519/sizes/o/in/photostream/


My mom is too old trying to struggle for herself and worry about others. And since I can never live outside of 4 walls to be seen, giving my age, I think it is just time to give up on life. At 20, I was not that bad off, at 30 things did start to sink in but I still struggled. At 40 it really became bad when I lost my father but now at practically 50 years old, I am really done.



Hopeless. At 40 it really became bad, but now at practically 50 years old, I am really done. PHOTO: Hopeless. At 40 it really became bad, but now at practically 50 years old, I am really done.
http://fc05.deviantart.net/fs47/f/2009/198/2/a/hopeless_angel_by_angelozi.jpg
http://angelozi.deviantart.com/art/hopeless-angel-129885157


It is really pathetic and no hope now. It is really bad when someone who is practically half a century old that has always been living with a parent, never having friends, still a virgin and there is much much more but I won't go too much into it, just that it is really bad and it has me in tears every day I wake up and every night I go to bed.

Yeah I really wish I was never born. Big mistake.
By Anonymous



PHOTO: "Love is beautiful" how many times you ever heard that. In real life almost none, you only hear it in movies and on TV.
http://www.flixya.com/files-photo/n/o/n/nona202466250.jpg
http://www.flixya.com/photo/2466250/SAD-ANGEL


Hopeless (manip Tut)
PHOTO: Hopeless (manip Tut)
By Andrei Florin Oprinca
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLOdDTYxdJcwj-dHvK7_jISXyS2RjfY2vuTvJ5sAf6-Fq6KPFys4DRIlkGHjxvU5C2zOOaGkrML_zjyJS4v2VmpShZJOqLibPwy9hLYI1Pu3mUuqiKJfXqc6J2mlvfsd_VHRnrK6Sbxhw/s800/Hopeless.gif
http://www.advancedphotoshop.co.uk/users/18080/thm1024/hopeless.jpg
http://www.advancedphotoshop.co.uk/image/43270/hopeless_manip_tut
Photoshop tutorial: http://www.psdbox.com/tutorials/hopeless-photoshop-manipulation-tutorial/




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Monday, February 27, 2012

Hurt

Source Website:
http://eikothatimone-rekho.blogspot.com/2010/05/why-sadness-comeswhy-pepole-afraid-from.html (Texts 1)
http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/hurt?page=1, 2, 3 (Quotation)
By Nabadwip Ghosh, Friday, May 7, 2010 at 1:40 AM



PHOTO: Loud rejection hurts and can be embarrassing.
http://cfile29.uf.tistory.com/image/13311B3E4EA98CED1741C9
http://studymind.tistory.com/entry/%EA%B2%8C%EC%9C%BC%EB%A5%B8-%EB%86%88-%EC%A7%90-%EB%A7%8E%EC%9D%B4-%EC%A7%80%EA%B8%B0%EC%A7%84%EB%8B%A4


Sadness is a feeling — it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.

"... a person can, just by living, damage another human being beyond repair.
Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

"... those who keep silence hurt more.
C.S. Lewis


... damage being beyond repair.
PHOTO: "... damage being beyond repair."
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-1T1zzPGgmhLolZLeqIwI3KCOnBhNFJO5lkkNhtJNU2vQ7Fmjto88-jPqwOGLA7nikkwsvM52WpNlvnTdY7OdDNEZNwtnM7OZ4nEUW08sqIhpVYNCVo7-HhPvST9sehRn-mXiQdR3TxUa/s1600/poze-5-desene_f72e304a73de8f-1.jpg
http://fs72.trilulilu.ro/imgs/Asta_Micka/poze-5-desene_f72e304a73de8f.jpg
http://www.trilulilu.ro/imagini-incredibil/poze-5-desene


When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to.

The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.

Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.

"... torture of waking up day after day, knowing I could never have him/her.
Becca Fitzpatrick, Crescendo

"... Who doesn't feel a part of their heart break at rejection. You ask yourself every question you can think of, what, why, how come, and then your sadness turns to anger...."
Jennifer Salaiz


... torture of waking up day after day, knowing I could never have him/her.
PHOTO: "... torture of waking up day after day, knowing I could never have him/her.
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-E-dDuTjWN5Hl3IHGmkntVdxLJms-VraQgqirOR8stI8ItC1uTIhGAfQVJyaidsJ_9h1Pu3HUm19hAMWs2GMdYj37GN_0EwxbCy2N6U-tXvtkuSAhhKBX9m1P2gC2X-oTSymgq3VrwV8g/s1600/sad-wallpaper-1.jpg
http://themescompany.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/sad-wallpaper.jpg
http://themescompany.com/2012/01/05/sad-pictures/


Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.

A void in my chest was beginning to fill with anger. Quiet, defeated anger that guaranteed me the right to my hurt, that believed no one could possibly understand that hurt.
Rachel Sontag, House Rules

When someone stabs you it's not your fault that you feel pain.
Louise Penny, A Fatal Grace


When someone stabs you it's not your fault that you feel pain.
PHOTO: “When someone stabs you it's not your fault that you feel pain.”
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFUXvelDtJEskkJifmhXwa2k8VEXp5qVBmwT4udNu1fGGBqGfMjzaGwABPaDZ0FXn15HufFRK5iZ18EwiEGI_JRKXHVMdkRh-MncWE2L5b5pE4_mUoUQHvOXJlNYz6HWtGq5xhpBnTFbDI/s1600/Girls+Sad+-+Sorrow%2527s+Painting+Collection+%252811%2529.jpg
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7Djc2Ac0wMszLPn-J0yQ-sJedeeezQ32mv8nWXdMpr_S0Zs3uJQEKxkJS1CeynVBvfy19ztU01dD7eyDXRv_AODYV4Ytz_DQpQaOMUOHSr_lQKIx89dvObcll_6NyreUMWl0rkIQ_hxXB/s800/Girls+Sad+-+Sorrow%2527s+Painting+Collection+%252811%2529.jpg
http://worldphotocollections.blogspot.com/2011/03/girls-sad-awesome-paintings-collection.html



From: http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/hurt?page=2
Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.
George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones


For many years, quiet, defeated anger and believed no one could possibly understand that hurt.
PHOTO: For many years, quiet, defeated anger and believed no one could possibly understand that hurt.
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_FT6n_HrM8KMGWGfhdzRJj1MvV1Z4xPX_hokrsVxnZUNM1wtFLBIe7yYjsgTLQc8_nxJgOBDoLfKu4dIIcM0oxe6jwSNPRBRlqIJUyeu7wK_Yw-wqeWnWFKCDHYr_CgO20lADPjOwLLCM/s1600/Girls+Sad+-+Sorrow%2527s+Painting+Collection+%25285%2529-1.jpg
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3Q5PFkspJGwUKAAKQB-mznSFfzgwFKGKMlfh09YjP5q5RUYD4Igm_86TOaI5DPqn43CsRwU39o3Jb0e4uI3_MEfTz-GUnRQChgN9NJOmR7XGWrvrM7e7eWQG5KM5Z_zYzdUvJWvLiFov9/s1600/Girls+Sad+-+Sorrow%2527s+Painting+Collection+%25285%2529.jpg
http://worldphotocollections.blogspot.com/2011/03/girls-sad-awesome-paintings-collection.html


From: http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/hurt?page=3
"... But it was a cruel thing that they did, and when they had finished hurting me, a splinter of loneliness seemed to break off and stay inside me forever.
Marcel Theroux, Far North



PHOTO: "When they had finished hurting me, a splinter of loneliness seemed to break off and stay inside me forever.”
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimHS22_25dx4SSAxpg4g3DVgzM-_pnV_AkGWc2vE7DpIOLrFaHdhdZ125PIjNjEQ6jAInksbDX9JpK6t2KxPo9JNCvK-jFIS4SQCjkZBfLPxD1O__NrKVna1fZm6SWmjjqlTWiRRaD4M6N/s1600/1211668187_f.jpg
http://forum.krstarica.com/showthread.php/487261-Slike-andjela/page65



PHOTO: Raining inside the heart.
http://freethemes4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/SAD.jpg
http://freethemes4.com/2012/02/24/sad-pictures/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=sad-pictures


When sadness starts to go away, it can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your shoulders.
By Nabadwip Ghosh, Friday, May 7, 2010 at 1:40 AM


... damage being beyond repair.
PHOTO: "... damage being beyond repair."
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2W0Y3G6dAOPVz-QNUJb05jEELqukzBtUnJOC8Yvj-1jR9MfK2hlW2tBqQWAuSe0sqZTsV8843EtT0XHoOnizKVZyeUkYkkV9SIUb2FEJjbQHFAWTU2KdUn7LYbLftrTPXeekYOSMBLLI/s800/poze-5-desene_f72e304a73de8.gif
http://fs72.trilulilu.ro/imgs/Asta_Micka/poze-5-desene_f72e304a73de8f.jpg
http://www.trilulilu.ro/imagini-incredibil/poze-5-desene




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